In the stillness of light we are left with ourselves. Our shadows and demons, our hopes and aspirations… all elements converge to create the present self. Yet there are moments when we are reminded. When a sliding door opens into the past and questions are asked as to how we could have changed where we now stand, and how things may be different.
we are memory alone.
How this is to be
the future we shape
each fleeting moment
of each day.
Neither in presence nor future,
our sense is borne of fractures in time;
what we choose to see
and what we deny to behold.
“De Voir presents an extremely fine and differentiated triad of surprises. We have an intricate triangle, especially since it is not clear whether it is only dreamed… The music, which was specially composed by Kirsten Milenko for this dance – she also plays De Voir herself on the piano – supports the feeling laid impression. It is an inner action, and to what extent it is objectively real, the spectator must decide for himself… The cooperation of music and dance is very much to be praised. And composition is also a part of the choreography.”
– Gisela Sonnenburg, Ballett Journal
A note on De-Voir
The composition was created for a collaborative project with dancer and choreographer Hayley Page. The decision to perform the composition, also entitled De-Voir, onstage alongside the choreography arose well into the process. The decision of brought another element of movement/sound integration and consequently an additional layer of life to the performance. This allowed the live production and interaction of music to become a part of the scenery and staging for the work at large, with a chamber work performing as one entity. The cues and lines of interactions between dancers and musician could fuse and breathe together.
The driving concept behind the work first began with speculation on internalised displacement and the embodiment of isolation within the human spirit. It was a love story in time, with a man looking back on his life and seeing what was from the perspective of what is. The story is left open - with only the two points of time interacting as though through a pane of glass. Untouched and yet influenced by deep impressions of the other. The main character has lost someone and is left now in memory and recollection of her and what had been. Time becomes elusive and we enter into the realm of what may have been.
A project of many months between Hayley Page and myself, mostly spent on opposite ends of the globe, De-Voir was a true reminder of the power offered by live music and dance when composed with one another. In unity they offer an immense depth of communication of life’s divisions and unity as embodied within the performance art of a work and its world.
De-Voir premiered March 13 2017 at the Hamburg Staatsoper; Opera Stable in tandem with the Hamburg Ballet Young Choreographers series. The piece was premiered by dancers: Winnie Dias, Florian Pohl, Nicolas Glässmann to choreography by Hayley Page, with myself performing piano live onstage with the dancers.
Taken 14th March 2017, following the second performance. From the left: Nicolas Glässman, Winnie Dias, Hayley Page, Kirsten Milenko, Florian Pohl.